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I had a desire to type a text post and then it escaped me entirely.

I suppose things are well.  A wonderful boyfriend that's actually a true story, a good start to an otherwise uneventful year, hm... a new story idea to think about.  But I do have this thing about writing.  I really enjoy it, and I really want to do more of it, but I'm always wary to start it because it'll sound stupid if I'm just like "look at me, I'm a writer, I write things, read this, it's great and completely non-cliche" and I never want to write poetry especially because I was stuck on deviantArt reading everyone's poems that are all modeled off of each other (e.e. cummings being the famous pre-model, I suppose) and now I keep thinking I'm going to write something like that (because all of the "good" i.e. most-viewed poems are basically like that) and I don't want to, but I don't know what to do... meh.

Speaking of that, I don't know anything really about my future, so.  I think being a psychologist would be a bad idea.  I'd like to be a counselor, maybe, but... have a group or something that just does self-identifying things to prevent their problems.  (Like that exists.)  I don't think I could sit there and listen to the cutter-teen whine about their parents when their answer would be so obvious to me.  I'm not that tolerant o_0

I'm taking a writing class at the library (more of a "support group") and I'd like to teach something like that.

And Brandon... yes, he's just... well, we want a future together.  He'll graduate and then get a degree in something and then I'll follow him (2 years behind, of course) and we'll live a happy life.  I know that hard things do happen, but... well, I'm tired of always thinking about the what-ifs.  Things are fine now, and I'm allowed to have a little hope and optimism when it comes to how I want to live my life.

I'm also now an atheist.  No big change, really.  At least I'm not so cynical anymore.  Thank God that's over. :) (ohoho, irony...)

I could talk about a lot of things but I seem to forget them instantly.